Everything is getting to me, everything is pissing me off, maybe I just need a holiday or a break from all the chaos but that would be pointless I guess as I'd have to return.
Maybe its time for a change, a new job, I've been here over 10 years, at times it feels like being here is killing me.
Most days I love my job, the fact that I get to work with dogs and cats, but the pressure's have changed, this place is claustrophobic, I just want to get away.
There are people that irritate the living crap out of me, today is one of those days, the nose picker is here and the senile old bat.
If I wanted to I would willingly check myself into the nut house but no need, the nut house is here!
So I got a puppy, my very own puppy, she knows I am her Mom, I know she loves me, she has taken away that need to feel loved as her love is unconditional and comes with no terms or hurt attached. She already senses when I am sad or not myself and comforts me.
My mind...
My mind thinks constantly still, I don't get a lot of sleep, I'm always thinking, making up stories in my mind, things about you... My gut still says there's something a miss, how do I trust that what you tell me is the truth, I don't know... Still thinking about finding a P.I to solve this mystery in my head.
These are my thoughts for today, just trying to keep it all together before I lose my mind :-/
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