Dear Blog...

Good morning my dear blog, you have become like my own Dr. Phil except you aren't human and you don't offer advise but at least I have a place to offload my thoughts and just vent whenever I need to.
Last night was a bad night, kids were full of antics, bickering and exhausting me. When he got home late from work he was in a foul mood, yes I accused him of meeting his female friends for coffee but what must I think when he has stated how important his female friends are to him. You see, my downfall is that I am too honest, I speak my mind, hence the foot in mouth disease but in a way its a good thing, my Mom always said you must not keep things bottled in, just let it out.
So anyway, you walked in the room, I was folding your washing, had to tidy a few things in your cupboard, must be nice to have someone do that for you and you just take it for granted.
So you told me to go fuck myself or fuck off, it was one of the two but by the time I had thought about it I couldn't remember which it was, and did it matter, not really, I can fuck off or go fuck myself, either way it really won't matter.
Don't worry, I cleaned the water from you kicking the bucket, I mop the kitchen floor every evening, not that you'd notice...
I decided to go to bed at a decent time for a change, not waiting up with you any longer, now you are free in the evenings to do what you do, I have myself, my health and me to think of for a change, wasted enough time playing detective and what should it matter if you do anything behind my back anymore.
When we met and I assumed it was perfect and you were different, I was different, I showed love and affection, what a waste, it was all for nothing, you probably couldn't wait for me to go home, or to leave my place so you could continue your hobby, it all makes sense now, I feel quite used, my emotions were abused and my heart was crushed.
Did the others also find out the truth?
I'm going off on a tangent, this matter is now closed, it has sickened me enough, the pictures, the videos, the sites, the emails, the texts, everything, I no longer care about any of it! Finished!!!