Sometimes I think I know who you are but most of the time I don't know who you are, I see things, they conflict with things you say, you are so closed, shut me out, I don't know who you are....
Its almost been a year and you still won't let me in, I don't know if what you say is truth, fantasy, or a simple lie...
I have now come to the conclusion that your son does not exist, why hide him, why have no pictures of him, why hide your past??? Are you ashamed? Was that the truth? Was it twisted fantasy?
Who are you?????
These frustrations are overwhelming at times but I must keep it in, dare not ask, its a 'secret'...
I try so hard, put in the effort so it all goes your way, my way does not exist anymore, the way I wish it would be, the way it should be....
Grrrrr, Sigh!!!
I guess I will never know, always wonder, who are you!!!????
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