Trust... That is such a powerful word, trust... I wish I could trust you and not have these thoughts of doubt, thoughts of you leading another life behind my back.
How must I believe anything is real, how must I trust you...
My mind, so messed up, it's affecting my concentration, yesterday I almost had an accident I was so deep in thought.
I forget things, simple things, but I never forget the hurt....
There is a secret world all stored on 1 device, it bugs the shit out of me and I itch to get a glimpse into that world, yet... Do I want to know... What hurt lies within your secret world, it's better not to know yet its eating me alive!
I suspect there is another, I hope I am wrong, the heart isn't strong enough to deal with any more hurt.
I am a walking void.
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