Living Dead Girl...

I died... Yet I'm still alive... That part of me that beats and makes me feel alive, died.
You promised me, I believed you, yet you lied time and time again. This was the turning point that led to me feeling like nothing, just so empty.

I saw your secret, I got an indepth look, it hurt me so bad, I lost it, I don't know who or what I became, I can't become a deranged mad woman because of your evils.

I punched a window, I was so hurt and so angry, the blood dripping from my hand didn't bother me but the pain, the pain was unbearable, the pain in my heart!

I collapsed and cried uncontrollably, I cried all night...

I still managed to go to work the next day and compose myself but I was floating, I wasn't me anymore...
They all saw the plasters, some asked, some just looked but didn't dare to ask, the look of emtpy on my face was enough.

Today I messed up, I messed up in my job, my job deals with lives, a life was lost due to my error, my floating mind, my broken heart, others sorrow, I carry so much hurt, so much pain, my mind is chaos.

I don't know who I am anymore, all I know is I hurt, I cry, the smile is gone, I'm empty, just a living dead girl.