Some decisions bugging me....
We all know how the song goes, I am faced with such immense inner turmoil. This has been one of the hardest relationships I've ever been in, filled with frustration, I just can't be me and every turn we seem to clash.
There is only so much compromise and change one can make before your inner soul is destroyed.
I am unhappy.
I am lost.
I sometimes think I am better off on my own, doing it my way.
It's so hard to live with someone who is a complete stranger, there is nothing to say, no common interest.
Whatever there once may have been is gone.
I need verbal stimulation, I don't get it, shall I seek it elsewhere?
I do most of it on my own anyway, why deal with more than you should when it should be a partnership?
I can feel it, I am dying from the inside, this is not me, do I need to be free....?
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