I can't be myself with you anymore. You killed the communication, things were going so well but it was too good to be true, a zebra can't change its stripes....
I have realized out of all of this nothing is about me, I am nobody. This is not what I wanted for my final choice at this stage of my life.
Two nights of verbal abuse, anger rising from deep down, gazing in longing at the place next door I called home...
My cave where I could escape from the cruel world, the place next door...
This place, this house, the fights, the selfishness, me killing myself over a place I hate, a place I've been before, a place of hurt and anger...
Oh G_d, someone, anyone, I wish I didn't feel so low, I wish I felt amazing, yet I am wilting daily, consumed with such sadness...
I'm alone tonight, I can breathe awhile, sleep in peace, be me for that time, freedom!
Until you return and the wheel goes round with me spinning in it....
Why can't you see........
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