Today I gave you a gift, a promise... I vow to never ask you if you are ok, what you are doing, why you do what you do, my gift of silence shall put your world at peace...
I shall keep it all bottled up, lock it far away as I now give up.
Relationships are about trust, communication, opening your heart, being able to tell your partner anything and everything, no matter how sad, bad, happy etc.
Your partner is meant to be your best friend...but alas, I am just there...
I shall accept the fact that our time alone will be spent with short talks about the dogs, cats and what's for dinner and playing games on our ipads.
I must accept that this is what our relationship consists of, nothing short of a boring slow death...
Daily it gets shattered and becomes less, I shudder to think what happens when total silence eventually takes over.
I will take comfort in the fact that I still have a little world left where I can speak openly, laugh, joke and be me for a few hours a day before I become the person I am not, the silent one who lives in a very busy little world up in my head, having long conversations and thoughts in my head.
Oh well, enjoy your gift, I have free'd you from my droning.
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