All by myself...

Its sad when you are in a relationship yet you are alone.... I share my thoughts with myself, have many conversations in my head, I may be bordering complete madness from only having myself to converse with but my partner who has become a silent, secretive stranger to me has no interest in anything I have to say...
So sad keeping it all in, but I have myself, me and I who will listen to the brunt of whatever I have to say....

It truly is a thankless position I find myself in, did you thank me for taking care of your daughter this weekend...
Were you even in the least interested in anything we did this weekend... Well I guess not, as nothing I say or do interests you...
This is a silent killer stripping me of all I worked up to overcome and be, you stripped me from me and in doing so have created this lonely, sad monster....
I doubt I will ever trust you again as you lead your own secret, self centered life, your choice, face the monster, the silent me who merely exists from day to day, with nothing left to look forward to except what my next thought may be....