The damage is done

You don't see how I have crumbled into a mere nothing, a nobody. These past few days I lost me, the me that took ages to find, the me I built up from nothing, the me that had been destroyed so many times, the me I found and now am lost again.
How must I ever trust you when you live in your own secret world, a world you created and won't let go....
Your phone with its secret little world, your world, your secrets... I find it odd that you take with you everywhere, now you are in the garage, your phone is with you, what is this big fucken secret??? I won't be played for this fool, many have told me how gorgeous I am, beautiful, but it means nothing, you destroyed me, the damage is done....