The damage is done

You don't see how I have crumbled into a mere nothing, a nobody. These past few days I lost me, the me that took ages to find, the me I built up from nothing, the me that had been destroyed so many times, the me I found and now am lost again.
How must I ever trust you when you live in your own secret world, a world you created and won't let go....
Your phone with its secret little world, your world, your secrets... I find it odd that you take with you everywhere, now you are in the garage, your phone is with you, what is this big fucken secret??? I won't be played for this fool, many have told me how gorgeous I am, beautiful, but it means nothing, you destroyed me, the damage is done....

Secrets and lies....

I watch your secret world, I am faced with all your lies, how must I trust you if you long for your sick little world, how must I give you my heart if you want from others...
These 4 walls you created, you can keep them, I am done having my heart ripped and stomped on, I no longer trust, you have taken my last breath away...

I told you about all the pain and hurt the others put me through yet you need to play your part in it too, you need to add salt to those wounds, you are no different... No man is...

I surrender today, I am no more...