Last night I lay in bed reading my previous blogs, only the first one had some sense of joy in it...
Have I been this unhappy these last few months... I know the reason, I feel the sadness...
I walk with my head hung low, I have forgotten how to lift it up high, how sad... There is no sypmathy for what I am going through, a longing, a very lost heart...
Only you can change it, but you are too busy to see...
Do I patiently wait in the wings for the curtain to drop, will I still be here... I'm so confused, so hurt, so alone. I want to feel alive again, I miss that feeling...
I wish I knew where I stood with you... Seems this is a lonely journey for me, so much going round up there in the planet in my head...
Only you can change it, but you are too busy to see...
