It's not the weather.... It's me, me, me... Fuuuuuuuck, what is wrong with me, or is it everyone else... It must be me!
I just want to go home and curl up into a little ball and cry, cry, cry....
Not that the tears help much but the damn emotions needs to get out. This silence inside me is killing me.
You are too distracted to even acknowledge my mere existence, everyone else is way more important yet I am your 'everything'???!!!!
If this is how you treat your everything then I don't know because your everything does not exist to you!
Do you know how many tears I have shed due to your lack of interest in your 'everything'???
I really can't deal with this, I just want to be happy.
Every man that has been or is in my life seem hell bent on destroying me.
All I want is to feel loved, is that too much to ask????
I AM SO SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
